my week is ruined...

jones checked me out today...my week is ruined! it was SOOOOOOOOOOO gross and i want to throw up right now. enough said...so today was boring and i wanted to die. i dont think anything was fun except walking in pe and talking to katelyn for a half hour on the track about tray aiken, lol...and how AWESOME SNL was. FREE MANDELLA!!!!! yes...oh and then the recap of the microphone with hales was pleasurable...hehe. other than this, school was stupid and pointless. i wanted a 4 day weekend. or a 5...or summer. i have summer feaver sooooooo bad. this year is stupid. it needs to be summer. okay, now im sad and i want to drive my car but i cant. switzer was hell today. i thought he was gunna kill me and alli gray, we kinda screwed up the copier. WOOPS! he laughed at me cuz i couldnt open the door, and if i wasnt respectful his face would have a fist shaped dent right now. grr...yes and then he wouldnt help me w/ my math. hes all, "at 4 i turn into a pumpkin and i dont help"...okay, well its 3:55 and i dont want to fail, and i went after school so he would TUTOR me as it says in his syllabus. *fumes* if i fail my test im transfering out.youth commission was a joke today. could i say anymore? i had to race home for my sweatshirt which smelled like pool because it was all filled with chlorine and had only been dried because i forgot we had to wear them today. GROSS!! yes...and then i get there, and like no one went so the pic for bob was stupid because all of us should have been there. ann was pissed off, we were indecisive, i was frusterated as hell. and then, ann has the nerve to be mean to jessica. oh i was done at that. that was hella stupid, and i think ann was trying to joke with it...which made it even more stupid. dude, at least jess made somewhat of a comeback. ann would have totally shut me down if that was me she was cracking off at. whew...and GO JESSICA, u rock! anyhoo...so meeting was stupid and nothing was solved and it was unorderly as crap. haley had on cool boxers tho. yes...so of course my moms the last one there, as usual. but as im waiting, ann comes back out and shes all "so how do YOU think the meeting went?" okay, its nice that she can talk to me about that, because we're cool and all, but that was sooooooooooooooo much pressure on what i had to say back. i said "well...honestly, it wasnt too great at all." which was true and i was frusterated. so then shes all "well i know i can talk to YOU about this and YOU understand how much work these events are." okay, enought with the direct YOU's ann...i was like scared. but then she kinda like looked defeated. she told me she felt really mean about everything and she felt bad about cutting events and of course blamed everyting on herslef...so then i felt really bad for her because none of it is her fault (except the whole jessica ordeal.) she depresses me, thats what i say. shes so sad all the time and that makes me sad. i have known her for like...uh ever and a day, and shes always been like this. she blames everything on herslef and thinks shes a horrible mean person. okay, obviously shes none of those things because then i would hate her, and i dont. i dont kno...it befuddled me, and now im confused about the entire meeting today. shes not happy about something...she even told me, "there was just something really negative going on in that room today, and i tried to find it but i couldnt exactly figure out where it was all coming from." she was pissed about something. it was an interesting convo...usually we are talking about the summer and the pool and YC, but it was so negative today...and so...un ann like. ick. well im weirded out, and yes.okay...so diane and katie were my favs on ai tonite...but ashley adn erskine (however ya spell it) were good too. im torn. my dad wouldnt let me vote either cuz he was online. o well, im happy its on and is good. i HATE fantasia tho, shes soooooo macy gray but sings instead of rasping about god knows what. but its not singing, shes squeaky and lispy and weird. simon was an id by saying she was good. grr...yeswell im tired, violated, and confused .. and still have to study vocab. im out